My Spirit Animal
“There is another world, but it is in this one.”
Paul Éluard
I mean, the horse although I’m partial
to the hind: who has not seen a deer
up close and clearly recognized a god?
or any small pup as they say in Dutch, kleine hond,
that is, I think the plot was laid before I even learned
to walk, before I knelt against the wall and heard
the red-eyed vireo still singing,“Look at me.
Way up high. Over here. In a tree,”
and I pretended not to hear
as I made not one good choice in college
except have a wisdom-tooth removed, and yet
I’m sure someone was there, maybe
beside me in the room, maybe
the hind, the hond, or horse who from
the first fall saved my life, who stood beside
and lowered his neck, who let me slide the halter on
and walk, not saying anything, not look at me, just walk.
Canto 33, Inferno
Then Ugolino, who was gnawing the back
of someone’s head, confessed that he’d eaten his
children after the Archbishop had starved them to death,
and I thought God, it does not get much worse than that, but
then it turned out his sin was for being a traitor, for treachery against
his own citizen state, and he didn’t need anyone’s facile forgiveness
for chewing his own children’s flesh to the bone; he just wanted
everyone in Eternity to know: inarguably, the Archbishop was worse:
“Ho mangiato i bambini, ma lui era peggio.”
“I ate the children, but he was worse,”
for what is faith without belief?
Many thanks to Argyle Literary Review for publishing these two poems in Issue 7.